Lives in me.
Nov. 23rd, 2008 | 05:30 pm
A simple sentence that could prove to be most powerful line ever. A life changing one you might add.
"The same power that conquers the grave, lives in me".
Even if the world fades away
Even if my world seems like never ending way
Even if the world turn its back on me
I know that You are here.
Everyday its a brand new day to live and start with
A day with its own challenge and fears
the anxiety of not being able to do what your heart wants.
and the phobia of not completing them.
But a solution came and gave it all.
That my friend, is true love.
Its just a word. or rather, a name.
Jesus.
I rest my case. I am proud to be here.
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The exit from the back.
Oct. 21st, 2008 | 10:13 am
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The more we try, the harder it becomes.
Oct. 16th, 2008 | 08:26 pm
location: Home.
mood:
listless
music: Better in time - Leona Lewis
Sometimes, just sometimes, the more we try to make things better, the worse it seems to get. No matter how much of an effort or perseverence you placed upon it, somehow it still seems to be the same, or worse, it gets worse. And when it gets worse, you try yo salvage things again,only to realise that it gets even worse than worse.
Hah. how ironic it seem to be.
But you know what? At least I tried. Even though people do fail sometimes, but at least I tried. Rah, if that even is gonna be a consolation. Hah. Oh well.
It'll all get better in time.
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Oct. 15th, 2008 | 01:39 pm
Just like how the world is round.
Hah. Oh well.
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I hope you'll be fine.
Oct. 13th, 2008 | 11:38 pm
location: Home.
mood:
blah
music: Stay close, Don't go - Secondhand Serenade
But of such findings, some of which just makes you feel kinda emotional too. Maybe it's because of the words that was once said before. "I'll be fine. You take care". Words ain't exactly word for word, but it's something
along that line.
Indeed I took care. I took care of myself so much so that I can say that life's been rather fulfilling and amazing for me ever since then. Awesome people along the way, interesting events took place. Many other stuff too. The latter part of that sentence does indeed came true.
But the first part ain't coming true no more.
It sometimes makes you feel down and emotional when you see that the first part of the sentence ain't coming true. It affects you even more when you know that there's nothing you can do about it. Oh well. Sometimes, it just makes you feel helpless.
And Nobody likes the helpless feeling. Hah.
OH well. Just something to rant about.
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Emotions.
Oct. 12th, 2008 | 11:52 pm
location: Home.
music: Where we belong - Hillsong
But when it happens, most of the time, it just controls you and make you do things that you don't necessary wanna do at that point of time. It affects you from head to toe, even affecting others too. I guess that's how the style, 'Emo', came about? When one is emotional, it's all about hiding yourself away from everything, no?
That's why black colour. There'll never be sunlight.
Oh well.
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I rest my case again.
Oct. 11th, 2008 | 02:20 pm
location: Home.
mood:
blah
I somehow feel that I belong in a better place.
Where respect would occur, where reasonable explainations and words can be expressed and shared.
Where at least, for the very least, without any condemnation that how it never seems to fade away.
Oh well. 20 years. I am used to it....... I think.
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Oct. 11th, 2008 | 01:17 am
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Welcome to the real world where everything exists.
Oct. 9th, 2008 | 11:20 am
Dictionary.com Unabridged (v 1.1) - Cite This Source - Share This de·ni·al
<a href="http://dictionary.reference.com/au
l] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation –noun | 1. | an assertion that something said, believed, alleged, etc., is false: Despite his denials, we knew he had taken the purse. The politician issued a denial of his opponent's charges. |
| 2. | refusal to believe a doctrine, theory, or the like. |
| 3. | disbelief in the existence or reality of a thing. |
| 4. | the refusal to satisfy a claim, request, desire, etc., or the refusal of a person making it. |
| 5. | refusal to recognize or acknowledge; a disowning or disavowal: the traitor's denial of his country; Peter's denial of Christ. |
| 6. | Law. refusal to acknowledge the validity of a claim, suit, or the like; a plea that denies allegations of fact in an adversary's plea: Although she sued for libel, he entered a general denial. |
| 7. | sacrifice of one's own wants or needs; self-denial. |
| 8. | Psychology. an unconscious defense mechanism used to reduce anxiety by denying thoughts, feelings, or facts that are consciously intolerable. |
So All that is the meaning of Denial.
Lets just see, from the first meaning up there.
"An assertion that something said, believed or alleged is false."
I guess base on that, it probably means denying the fact about things that are right in life. A refusal to believe and accept things that have already proven themselves in life.
Lets see other meanings behind it.
"Disbelief in the existence or reality of things"
Isn't that the same meaning as the one above too?
So basically, you guys more or less know what the word 'Denial' means now. Awesome.
Just a random thought.
If you think this entry speaks to you, I'm glad for you. If you think this entry is pointless, then I'm sorry to say, Yeah.
Oh and I always believe that such a word should never be used against people. It's a harsh word to say, and it leaves people hanging on by a thread, thinking and pondering bout it. So, even if such a word is used, how sure are you that, YOU yourself ain't living in a denial, telling others about their denial process?
Welcome on board to life, pal. Here's something for everyone to absorb.
A man of honour and a man of integrity is someone who isn't afraid to admit their wrongs if necessary, and is someone who isn't afraid to apologise and make amends for their wrongdoings.
That's a true man.
Go think about it, Men.
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What a world we live in.
Oct. 8th, 2008 | 12:34 pm
location: Home.
mood:
gloomy
music: It's a small world afterall.
This world is full of ignorant people, who always think that they're right. Never for a second, do they once consider stepping out of the whole picture, and just review the whole thing again. Never do they once try to reflect upon themselves, and see if any faults or wrong was commited along the way. NEVER.
All they know is just to point other people's fault out, and to ask them to change or whatsoever. It's so friggin pissed to see such a situation occur. MAYBE the real person who needs to do some soul searching could be the very one who ASK others to change. Because from the way I look at things, from the way I see things, in the beginning, I kinda thought that maybe some soul searching and thinking would help, for anyone So I kinda thought it was for both parties as well.
But I was wrong. Totally wrong. These people will never once admit that they DO need to change too, and they DO have some problems with their lifestyle that's pissing the crap out of others. From all the attitudes that they're giving and stuff, it just goes to show one thing ; grow up kid. GROW THE FUCK UP kid. So much for being mature and so much for talking as if u are the wisest person on earth. From what I see? You're nothing but a self righteous ignorant demanding person who thinks the world revolves around you. What a sad state you are in. So do me a favour kid, stop talking and acting as though the world owes you a living, and STOP the fucking nonsense of clinging on here and there, never giving a clear intent of whats going on. I rest my case.
I wonder why. I wonder if they even knnow about it. What a sad sad world we live in.
p.s. THIS ENTRY IS NOT REFERRING TO ANYBODY, WHATSOEVER. IT'S JUST A RANDOM FEELING OF THINGS THAT I FEEL THAT NEEDED JUSTICE. YUP. SO PLEASE DO NOT INFER AND THINK THAT IM REFERRING TO YOU OR HER OR HIM OR WHATEVER. COS THE FACT OF THE MATTER IS, THIS ENTRY ISNT FOR ANYONE IN APRTICULAR, BUT ITS JUST FOR EVERYONE TO READ. I APOLOGIESE IF YOU FEEL THAT THIS ENTRY AFFECTS YOU. THANKS..